Why is it things never turn out exactly how you expect them to?

It's been over a year since I've returned home from New Zealand. (I still miss it.) I'm still in Cleveland, not in any plays, and working a job where I make barely above minimum wage. As summer comes to an end I find it harder to be patient with where the Lord has placed me in life right now. There's so much I wish I could change, but I can't. I wish I could change attitudes about the definition of success in my country. It's hard to fight against that attitude. I wish I could get out of Cleveland. That desire seems simple until I realize I don't make enough to pay bills and save up for a move like that. I wish a good paying job didn't often mean working in a office or other field that doesn't involve artistic creativity. I wish all people knew the freedom and peace that comes with knowing Jesus as their Savior. Because while I might not exactly be enthusiastic about where my life is right now I know that the Lord has my best in mind as He directs my life.

What's up right now? There is a new Pastor at my church and I'm super excited about that. Pastor Greene is just the man we need for this point in time. May we become a body of believers that are even more effective in reaching out to the community with the love of Christ.

I've had quite a few friends get married this year (one more marriage this weekend). It's cool to see these friend go through this new stage of life. It really is a celebration of what God has done in their lives and where He's leading them in the future.

I've gone to a lot of concerts this year: WinterJam, All Left Out, Battle of the Bands, Family Force 5, The Fest, Red, (Mutemath coming up). They've really brought fun and excitement to my life right now. Also, done some random short trips just to bring spontaneity back into my life. Drove to Pittsburgh one day because I'd never been there before. Drove to Canton just to go to a great Indian restaurant for lunch. Planning on making a trip down to Columbus and to Chicago (just to see a theater show). Why not?

I can't wait to see what the Lord has next for my life. Right now I'm learning about joy and strength in the midst of weariness. It's hard, but good.